Milestoned!
As sponge bob square pants would say it "
Hurraaaay!!!".. Yes finally I have stopped smoking and achieved my personal milestone -that is stop smoking for a year. One year! Never did it ever crossed my mind that I would even pass one week when i first tried it. Many obstacles along the way that nearly made me pick up that unhealthy stick again. I can only hope that my good friends can be inspired by this personal "feat" that I have achieved and follow me into a healthier lifestyle... Swimming anyone?
hahaOk secondly, today is my getting-older-day.
haha.. 23 years old my life gone.. Thank God that I am given the
opportunity to live my life this long to see what the world has to offer today. Some people dint even make it this far. I know a a good friend who dint... Recently I had flashbacks of my life when I was growing up. Hard life dude. It
ain't that easy. But now as I recall back I can laugh some of it off.. like how I use to eat peanut butter using a spoon and eat it straight from the tub? I only did it when my mum is working at night and my siblings all asleep. My mum always wonder how the peanut butter finish up so fast
every time she buys one. Of course being the
exemplary brother, I never admitted to the act.
haha..Then one day she came back from work earlier cos' she was not feeling well.. and I was happily eating the peanut butter in the living room... *
drumrolls* she got so angry that she shoved down the whole peanut butter down my throat using large spoonfuls of it!
hahaha evil mummy. I really thought I was going to die. Headlines of the newspaper started appearing in my mind.. "Death by Peanut Butter" or "
Peanut butter overdose"or "
Budak mati dirodok kacang mentega".. After that i stopped that bad habit of eating peanut butter that way.. In fact I had phobia of eating
peanut butter normally! Well I then started a new found more delicious habit - eating Milo..
LOL!
ok but i stopped that too... only sometimes..
heheTalking about evil mummy.. I have been beaten up by mum using all the method any mother can think of.
Instruments used:
-Hundreds of 30 cents thin cane. (pain as hell)
-My father's belt which has big buckles
-The wooden part of the normal house sweep
-The wooden part of the normal house mop
-The house feather duster
-My old rattan house chair
-Clothes hangers
-Shoes
-Her bare hands
and the deadliest weapon.. Her nagging.. it can last for 2 hours i tell you........
haha but it is all in the past now.. She is the best mummy ever! its for the better of me anyway. :) Some of the little things that i remember during those days...
Anyway, what I realised is that when we grow older each day we tend to be wiser and have more things to aim in life. There will always a reason for everything that we do. We
don't just do it for the purpose of doing it.
Everything we do has a practical reason behind it. Purpose in life is very important to me. If u
don't have a purpose, start finding one!
Ok peeps till next time.
'Happy' New Year
First of all I would like to start by saying a very happy new year to one and all and may u have a blessed and wonderful 2007. My personal wish is to close the year 2006 and have a pleasent 2007. Last year was not such a good year for me. In fact it was not a good year for me. I really pray to Him that I will have a better year ahead. And also for the people around me to be hapy with ther loved one and have good health as well (wealth does not last!).
But this wish certainly does not go out to people who are out there just to hurt others. Nor for those whose lives resolves in cheating money other people's money for glamour and fame. I only got two words for you.. Fuck You. You have been the torture of my life for the past two months and only God knows. Sincerely from me, fuck off after u have settle the balance.
I dont know why but humans are fond of making use of others. Its not as though our parents taught us how to do that but we incorporate that method through the years we live our lives. And the sickening part is that people dont realise how much others are hurt by doing so and for some, they dont care. Now for these poeple, they dont have a life. Or maybe merely just trying to create a life for either themselves or evryone see. These group of people who i personally called the "pigs", literally, have only glamourosity to depend on. Other than that they have a poor grandma who is at home crying out for them when they have brought shit upon themselves . I pity these "pigs" because they are a very rare breed indeed. There are only one or two persons who are like that - in my world of "friends" that is. But the sad part is that they wont get extinct, in fact they will reproduce and have just enough breed to continue the bloody generation.
Another type are hyprocrites. These are the ones that i hate most, MOST. They smile in front of you momentarily, but they moment you turn your back they kill you. Now for those reading this pathetic entry of mine, dont try to imagine any one around you who is doing that.. but think back to whom who have done that the most. For that, you can some how or rather sum up who you really are.
Imagine yourself meeting a hypocrite + "pig"= a big obnoxious hyporcrite pig. Wow huh.. or maybe you are one? a disguised one which you can even see it yourself?
We humans dont realise what we really are unless what ever evil deeds we try doing on others happens to us. You may want to call it Karma. He/She/It does exist. Bottom line is, if you think hurting others may bring benefits to youself, think again. Life is really short.
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To you, Happy New Year. No matter what happens, I will always seek forgiveness and blessings. heart you...
btw.. i like your new dress :)
I have never been this sad before..
I have always tried my best in doing things right..
I'm human too..
Have alot of things coming up. Im really under it again. I dont even know what im typing. Im seriously sad. Really at a loss as to why my life is like this.....
Hazeeeee
My God. The weather is really killing me. The haze is terrible. I have never seen this kind of thick haze in years since my secondary school days. The worse is for those who are fasting in this holy month. My throat is so dry even after I break my fast in the evening.
anyway, I have been feeling so lethargic after giving my whole living room a 'whitewash' that is painting the whole house white before adding the layer of colour coat. I did that alone!! Not even my able bodied brothers were able to help. This year I'm going to be selfish and celebrate hari raya alone at home. haha! But this year it will be different I will have to give out money.... I cant receive any green packets anymore...... waaaarrrgghhhh.. I guess that's part and parcel of becoming an adult and working. Oh well..
Anyway the show that happened on the 30th of september 2006. I'll load up more when I receive the pictures from Fauzi Ravi.
The show set at Cool Deck Siloso Beach Arabian Nights.
This is My Blog.
I just wanna blog something. This is what i feel right now. AAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!! Damn you people who try to destroy my already so meaningless life. I always try to do something not only to make myself happy but others happy. If you are trying to get me by twisting the freaking story all over then just die. This few months or in fact should i say nothing good has come my way this year. And im not hoping for anything to come anymore. Plain sick and tired. You can have it if u want it
. Ah suro ah kau nyer kuncu2 kau spy lagi ah. Merapek. Letak satu rumah tak bom, malah rumah tu runtuh atas korang.. Hanyut..... best to describe.If you think there is something wrong with my entry,Buzz off. You are oh so not needed.
