Wednesday, October 06, 2004

DONE!.. I Think...

ok harlow ppl.. those have been asking me " eh y u never blog ah...???" .. ok here is the answer.. Today for the dunno how many times in a year im having fever.. damn.. on a day like this. so hot and im feeling feverish.. how do u think it feels like. but suddenly now i think im getting better. haha dunno what im talkign about.. getting crazy.. brain fried by the fever.

OK! on to the competition we had last this past sunday.. ok we started of the day by going to Azman's grave lot and read some prayers for him. was so damn hot and evryone was perspiring like as though in a sauna( i dunno how to spell that word)!! then after which we went to epul's late fathers grave which was quite far from where the bus alighted. but nvm.. we walk through the hot sun. upon reaching there we also read some prayers.. bought flowers.. normal stuff. after that a few steps away from the grave it just started raining like hell.. pouring down cats and dogs. so sudden~! we ran and got lost along the way as the graveyard had many paths. but somehow i backtracked and remembered where the bus were and sprinted there. man we were wet upon reaching kallang theatre. oh ya before epul's late father grave we visited late Rashid's grave near Azman's.

long way to kallang from Choa Chu kang graveyard. but its was a happy ride. nobody wanted to spoil anyone's mood before the big competition time. reached there rehearsed the opening event with other groups and then it we went to our room and got ready. that part evryone in my team was nervous. really nervous... in the room there was this speaker we u cud hear the other teams playing. but soon after i switched off cos i feared that some of my mates would get really scared of the big teams. we braced ourselves up and performed...... in fact the audienced love us. to my pleasent suprised the roared at one pat when i was singing.. haha never felt like that before in dikir. outside shows yes, dikir coms never had people clapped when i sing. was a nice feeling...

and then results time.. so damn scared of the results i went to pee several times.. haha.. what i aimed before the com was to get top 3 and best singer award for my self.. which after i performed i was confident of getting it... and so i was nominated for best singer award.. but i received the best potential singer...... again.. like for the third time. like som eppl say how many times can u be potentially good. is not that im not happy with the reults or what so ever.. but im contented with the results but im not satisfied. he beat me again. ok i respect him cos he manange to beat me even though i was at my best( i think). ok forget bout that... but still we dint get top 3.. quite sad actually after trainig so damn hard for it. but its okay.. my team will never be the same after this national level competition. i realy hope we will be very strong.. very very strong one day. ok enough of competitions..

like some people always say there's always a next time. and i definitely cant wait for the next time.. so till next tim peeps!

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